Freaking Messed up!
Journal Entry: Thu May 22, 2008, 8:53 PM
Not too long ago, I sent some prom pics to my father. I thought he would say some nice things about it, I was proved wrong. In the past, he was always supportive of me. What he told me was that he didn't even care about my date...which upset me a lot because I really care for that person. That wasn't all though, secretly according to my soon to be step sister, they were saying that it was nasty and disgusting. I was really hurt by this. I talked to my father about this...it didn't go too well. He told me that he had never supported gay relationships. I told him how I felt about how he was treating Severn and how I didn't like it...he then got all upset and told me that it was my life and if I wanted to live a disgusting life then go for it because he didn't care anymore. It was very stressful. I wish that it could be as it was when I was younger when I could trust him but it seems that it will never be that way again. I now see him for the man that he really is. It is very upsetting but it is the truth. I will never stop caring about him but I could never stay with him knowing that he would look at me as if I was something filthy from the ground. This is how the world reacts to lesbian and gay marriages and relationships a lot of the time. Of course, he wanted me to go with someone else. I guess it is just too much to ask for him to be at least a little happy for me. I may be upset about it but of course, I will go on and leave from here when that time comes and go to college for photography. I am actually excited for it. I am planning on working hard for this. Well, I suppose I will end for now. Good night...
- Mood:
Anger - Listening to: Music to my pokemon game
- Reading: Leztown stuff
- Watching: The screen
- Playing: Pokemon Pearl
- Eating: Nothing
- Drinking: Cherry Coca-Cola
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There are friends and there are those who pretend to be friends. Then there are those who use people and call themselves friends. Which are you?
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More art at [link]
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At ConcetpArt.org I'm known as ArtByZak
At NaNoWriMo and ScriptFrenzy, I'm known as LazarusWrites
At MySpace I'm known as LazarusReturns
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There are friends and there are those who pretend to be friends. Then there are those who use people and call themselves friends. Which are you?
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More art at [link]
Star Wars Artists Guild (www.swagonline.net) "Imperial Lackey" Gallery
At ConcetpArt.org I'm known as ArtByZak
At NaNoWriMo and ScriptFrenzy, I'm known as LazarusWrites
At MySpace I'm known as LazarusReturns
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TEA AND CHOCOLATE CAKE. >:3
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There are friends and there are those who pretend to be friends. Then there are those who use people and call themselves friends. Which are you?
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More art at [link]
Star Wars Artists Guild (www.swagonline.net) "Imperial Lackey" Gallery
At ConcetpArt.org I'm known as ArtByZak
At NaNoWriMo and ScriptFrenzy, I'm known as LazarusWrites
At MySpace I'm known as LazarusReturns
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There are friends and there are those who pretend to be friends. Then there are those who use people and call themselves friends. Which are you?
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More art at [link]
Star Wars Artists Guild (www.swagonline.net) "Imperial Lackey" Gallery
At ConcetpArt.org I'm known as ArtByZak
At NaNoWriMo and ScriptFrenzy, I'm known as LazarusWrites
At MySpace I'm known as LazarusReturns
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There are friends and there are those who pretend to be friends. Then there are those who use people and call themselves friends. Which are you?
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HENTAI
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Life is like a box of shit. You never know what kind of shit you'll swallow.
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