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Freaking Messed up!

Journal Entry: Thu May 22, 2008, 8:53 PM
Not too long ago, I sent some prom pics to my father. I thought he would say some nice things about it, I was proved wrong. In the past, he was always supportive of me. What he told me was that he didn't even care about my date...which upset me a lot because I really care for that person. That wasn't all though, secretly according to my soon to be step sister, they were saying that it was nasty and disgusting. I was really hurt by this. I talked to my father about this...it didn't go too well. He told me that he had never supported gay relationships. I told him how I felt about how he was treating Severn and how I didn't like it...he then got all upset and told me that it was my life and if I wanted to live a disgusting life then go for it because he didn't care anymore. It was very stressful. I wish that it could be as it was when I was younger when I could trust him but it seems that it will never be that way again. I now see him for the man that he really is. It is very upsetting but it is the truth. I will never stop caring about him but I could never stay with him knowing that he would look at me as if I was something filthy from the ground. This is how the world reacts to lesbian and gay marriages and relationships a lot of the time. Of course, he wanted me to go with someone else. I guess it is just too much to ask for him to be at least a little happy for me. I may be upset about it but of course, I will go on and leave from here when that time comes and go to college for photography. I am actually excited for it. I am planning on working hard for this. Well, I suppose I will end for now. Good night...

  • Mood: Anger
  • Listening to: Music to my pokemon game
  • Reading: Leztown stuff
  • Watching: The screen
  • Playing: Pokemon Pearl
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Cherry Coca-Cola

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 20
  • Current Residence: In the shadows watching your every move...
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Small or medium
  • Interests: ANIME AND MANGA
  • Favourite movie: Harry Potter/ LOTR series/Nana
  • Favourite band or musician: anime music/ jpop
  • Favourite genre of music: anime music/jpop
  • Favourite artist: Wendy/Richard Pini. (Elfquest)
  • Favourite poet or writer: Silver Ravenwolf/Scott Cunningham
  • Favourite photographer: none
  • Favourite style of art: anime/manga
  • Operating System: Windows Vista.
  • MP3 player of choice: Realplayer/Windows media
  • Wallpaper of choice: KAKASHI-SAN!!/Kouga/Major Motoko Kusanagi/Kaname Kuran/Wufei Chang/Nana O. and Ren H.
  • Favourite game: Legend of Dragoon/DDR/Tetris/.hack/Drakengard 1 and 2/Anything Pokemon for the GBA and such
  • Favourite gaming platform: Ps2/GBA/Nintendo DS/Gamecube/PSX/PC/X Box/PS3
  • Favourite cartoon character: KAKASHI-SAN!!/Kouga/Major Motoko Kusanagi/Kaname Kuran/Wufei Chang
  • Personal Quote: "Wisdom is knowing the right path to take. Integrity is taking that path"
  • Tools of the Trade: .5 pencil/.3 pencil, colored pencils, markers/calligraphy pen and ink

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~PhoenixFyre666:iconPhoenixFyre666: Jun 12, 2008, 9:14:55 PM
I bet. When we move to the Olympia area, I am hoping to go one of them when they go around that area since I can't afford to fly to everyone that comes somewhere. Lol. It would be awesome if I could though. Hehe.

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*LazarusReturns:iconLazarusReturns: Jun 11, 2008, 7:07:57 PM
Well, if you like cool stuff, try to get to the con one of these years. It will blow your mind.

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~PhoenixFyre666:iconPhoenixFyre666: May 29, 2008, 4:23:34 PM
Ah, yeah...we are just going to museums and stuff. I highly doubt that my friend's parents would go to it even if we were...-.- they are old people. lol. Moving is hard..I know that for sure.

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*LazarusReturns:iconLazarusReturns: May 29, 2008, 4:12:20 PM
Too bad you're not going in July - then you could go to Comic Con, the awesomest convention in the universe! I love that convention. I try to go every year. I don't know if I can make it this year, because I'm moving at the same time.

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At MySpace I'm known as LazarusReturns
~PhoenixFyre666:iconPhoenixFyre666: May 29, 2008, 4:05:34 PM
Excited for June though, going to San Diego...I will have a lot of pics to look for and all but oh well, it happens. Lol. I will be sure to put a lot of pics up of the vacation. This will be my first time on a plane too.

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*LazarusReturns:iconLazarusReturns: May 29, 2008, 4:03:42 PM
I can see how that would be hard.

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More art at [link]
Star Wars Artists Guild (www.swagonline.net) "Imperial Lackey" Gallery
At ConcetpArt.org I'm known as ArtByZak
At NaNoWriMo and ScriptFrenzy, I'm known as LazarusWrites
At MySpace I'm known as LazarusReturns
~PhoenixFyre666:iconPhoenixFyre666: May 28, 2008, 11:52:39 AM
Sure thing. X3

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~medicateddream:iconmedicateddream: May 27, 2008, 1:04:13 PM
Thank you for the fave~

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~PhoenixFyre666:iconPhoenixFyre666: May 27, 2008, 8:40:41 AM
The thing is that I only really get on Thursdays and I get distracted doing other things so I never really get to it. Hard to get through 400+ deviations in one day...><

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*LazarusReturns:iconLazarusReturns: May 25, 2008, 7:25:35 PM
I know what you mean. I watch a lot of people, and my list of new deviations gets pretty out of control pretty fast.

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More art at [link]
Star Wars Artists Guild (www.swagonline.net) "Imperial Lackey" Gallery
At ConcetpArt.org I'm known as ArtByZak
At NaNoWriMo and ScriptFrenzy, I'm known as LazarusWrites
At MySpace I'm known as LazarusReturns
~PhoenixFyre666:iconPhoenixFyre666: May 22, 2008, 11:34:48 AM
I bet....I just haven't had time to look through all of my deviations...I have almost 500 to look through...T.T I hate it when I get so busy that I can't look through them...

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*LazarusReturns:iconLazarusReturns: May 20, 2008, 6:09:30 PM
There's even more new stuff now...

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More art at [link]
Star Wars Artists Guild (www.swagonline.net) "Imperial Lackey" Gallery
At ConcetpArt.org I'm known as ArtByZak
At NaNoWriMo and ScriptFrenzy, I'm known as LazarusWrites
At MySpace I'm known as LazarusReturns
~PhoenixFyre666:iconPhoenixFyre666: May 3, 2008, 1:10:39 PM
Sure thing. X3

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~fkdesign:iconfkdesign: May 2, 2008, 8:04:12 AM
thanks for the watch!
~PhoenixFyre666:iconPhoenixFyre666: May 1, 2008, 4:00:36 PM
Sure thing.

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=nukunukuneko:iconnukunukuneko: May 1, 2008, 2:37:39 PM
thanks for the watch >^nn^<

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~PhoenixFyre666:iconPhoenixFyre666: May 1, 2008, 11:42:03 AM
Sure thing. ^^

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~PhoenixFyre666:iconPhoenixFyre666: May 1, 2008, 11:41:55 AM
Sure thing. Hehe. X3

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~tzadman:icontzadman: Apr 30, 2008, 12:00:51 PM
thanks for the fav! :neom:

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~dadoundy:icondadoundy: Apr 30, 2008, 11:54:59 AM
Hi! :w00t:

Thanks for the fav, I'm really honoured,

:blowkiss:

~Dadou
~PhoenixFyre666:iconPhoenixFyre666: Apr 20, 2008, 9:21:27 PM
Sure thing. Hehe.

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~Kira-K:iconKira-K: Apr 20, 2008, 7:24:17 AM
Thanks for the fav. :hug:
~PhoenixFyre666:iconPhoenixFyre666: Apr 6, 2008, 8:06:52 PM
Sure thing. I liked how you did it and all.

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~PhoenixFyre666:iconPhoenixFyre666: Apr 6, 2008, 7:59:22 PM
Sure thing. X3

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